Posted in Mishley Tehillim

The Downcast


This Tehilah Psalms for those of you who don’t know the Hebrew. I can relate this with my physical life. From the picture I post speaks for itself because when am down my face goes into a trance stare that sometimes even though people maybe speaking I m not hearing. I remember am on my way to work and the problem was so overwhelming that my body was walking into this huge truck that all I heard was the breaks and when I look  I right in the middle of the road how I got there can’t tell you. In those moment our hearts not thinking but if we have a before relationship with Abba father he comes out without we knowing it and then he alerts us hey I just protected you today . I personally believe this is what happen to Dawid in this chapter…having to deal with his own son who came out from his loins that was pretty hard..let no one tells you oh that’s nothing…its very hurting to know you are being  treated that way from your own Oh cases like these you have no tears – your tears gland seem to be seized up and you trying so hard to bring something that’s not even there. This is our best time to fall before the throne and just tell him your all he’s not going to operate like man who use you as a blank cheque and write you as they feel on that day…somebody told me once that am so full with many problems in my life that they don’t see me getting out anytime soon – so they categorise me as being a blank cheque and am to be writen for whatever is suited. 

But what encourges me is this!!! Dawid knew within himself YHWH is alive and loving therefore he will never forsakes him for nothing – so he kept with the postive and move towards his protection…sometimes in life we have to raise up and speak out because nobody will do this for you. What I can tell will have those who will tear you apart – because I found out in my season of struggle you have no friends but foe and if you don’t watch it depends what the situation is – they will rape you just to put you down in the eyes of the world am a subject of this …there were men who wanted to do that with me because of what they know and they said to themsevele she won’t say no after all look at the many promlems facing her and she will be please to comply but I think they were shock when I turn they egos down. To be honest with you I really didn’t know where I gotten that strength from but I use it anyway. I won’t say here at that time I was praying no fokes I wasn’t because I was so bitter to activate the prayer room – but I do believe it was my mum’s prayer reached out to me and today am here writing this to those who think life is over for them due to something that happen in they childhood.


I m biblical researcher ,,, looking for the truth and applying the hebrew in the way it should have presented

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